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Thursday, February 24, 2005
tisbury lane. i'd never thought that a song could have such an effect on me - make me feel serene.. but it was just that. hearing the strumming of the guitar booming through the speakers as i sat in the dark with nothing disturbing my peace except for the few occasional sound coming from the road. the song and his hypnotic voice engulfed me with a sense of ease that i had miss for the past week cause my head had been bombarded with what if's.. and i got scared. and, i got to a friend's page...a friend with who i exchange polite hello's and goodbye's.. and occassionaly got into small talk with her. her father had passed away. with the song playing through her page. i felt her pain.. i've never thought about my own mom or dad passing away.. i've always thought they'd be there forever.. not realising that every single day, they grew older.. and every single day, i forgot about the state of my mind three years ago..the way it was eating me up.. and i got scared again.. i wish time would stop. i hope chelsea lose. muaaaaaahaaaaaahaha. gist released @ 3:06 AM xxx |