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Friday, July 02, 2004
SHHHHHINNNNNEEEEEEEE. oooh oh ohhh oh Shine hah!stuck ever since 2 mins late performed that. anymanywanyways, will be heading off to town with mom to get my shoes later. or get that brown shirt at tamp. see how if the price range of that brown shoes is super dooper within my budget. wanna head to jb but then im super afraid of gettting lost. muahaa. i wont pinch but i'll bite off them girls head who'll try to take my bf's pictures with their handphone or try to make mentel expressions with my boy! hahawahaha. gist released @ 5:23 PM xxx Thursday, July 01, 2004 monsters come out at night. NO!!!! okay get this...i went out of the bathroom from just having peed. and suddenly i saw this something creeping out from under the bed. he shouted "ARGHHHH" (or something like that.) and i wanted to bolt out of the room man. having just peed. i could have sworn that a little bits of left over urine came out.(muahahaha. sorry) the boy can get no weirder that he just did. and I wanted to get my revenge but i got tired of hiding in my sister's bedroom waiting for him and just went out like nothing happened.. and he saw through my act. "ahaha kesiannya nak terperanjat kan orang tak jadi" aaaaaaahhhh the love we have. gist released @ 8:37 PM xxx Wednesday, June 30, 2004 ppppssssst. i have this little red diary that i keep. i jot down all my emotions be it the bad ones to the happiest moments on some of the tear stained pages. private stuffs that you wont see up here. last night i wrote in it. last night. down down down. pms or whatever is taking control of me. i've been sulky and throwing tantrums. to the one who doesnt deserve it at all. soooooooooorrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyy. end of the month till the beginning of the next is always a bad time cause here comes my monthly discharge of blood. and here comes my monthly discharge of stupid, unreasonable pent up emotions. nyeh. gist released @ 3:05 PM xxx Sunday, June 27, 2004 you always say goodnight, goodnight. boring(est) day ever. what a day to spend saturday off.nor will be plucking her armpit hair soon. (ouch!) that girl has no sense of pain at all for the sake of beauty. but damn. we tight like that yo!(muahaha) she wrote in her mid year english compo that the one person she wants to take to new york is me.LIKEEEE THAT! the boy has started working and as i listened to his schedule when school starts, my heart sinked a little cause school + work = no time for me. but i'm sure we'll reach to a compromise yes? yessssssssssss. only pushed away to find you. some people tend to shoot their mouth off without realising that they're actually causing a series of chain reactions. and sometimes people tend to hit back with even hurting words that they don't mean. soooo silence is best. but yet. being a quiet one can be a little boring and people sometimes mistake my silence for being backboneless and opinionless and they tend to make use of it. ive learned to come out of my shell when i'm with him cause i know that he doesn't judge me even when i do the ugliest expression or make the worst horrible icky noise. haha i have the weirdest dream. and i dream of the weirdest people. hahahaha ask him. goodness. you whispered to me and I shiver inside You undo me and move me in ways undefined And you're all I see and you're all I need gist released @ 12:47 AM xxx |
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