musings
Friday, May 07, 2004
white lies.bloodshot eyes.
caught a few good movies lately. starsky & hutch (booo..), dawn of the dead (shiznit.) and i caught 50 first dates(phwoar!) with aunt and nor yesterday. sunday. i wanna go to that flea market. make it happen? and i wont bother you. you can go jamming.. but ive been wanting to go there since forever. please? ehehe
last few posts have been devastating havent they?ive been feeling the lowest of low nowadays. i make sucha big deal out of nothing; something that normally wouldnt bother a hair on me if i wasnt bleeding through my legs. still, knowing something that if leaked can cause some major changes will make any sane person insane regardless she was bleeding or not. been dealing with it pretty okay lately. baby's been a great help making me laugh but every so often, my thoughts and my disappointment fizzed together in my head so that tears suddenly welled up. tears would slide down my cheeks and saturate my pillow but she never heard me cry and she never knew i knew.
gist released @ 12:37 AM
xxx
white lies.bloodshot eyes.
caught a few good movies lately. starsky & hutch (booo..), dawn of the dead (shiznit.) and i caught 50 first dates(phwoar!) with aunt and nor yesterday. sunday. i wanna go to that flea market. make it happen? and i wont bother you. you can go jamming.. but ive been wanting to go there since forever. please? ehehe
last few posts have been devastating havent they?ive been feeling the lowest of low nowadays. i make sucha big deal out of nothing; something that normally wouldnt bother a hair on me if i wasnt bleeding through my legs. still, knowing something that if leaked can cause some major changes will make any sane person insane regardless she was bleeding or not. been dealing with it pretty okay lately. baby's been a great help making me laugh but every so often, my thoughts and my disappointment fizzed together in my head so that tears suddenly welled up. tears would slide down my cheeks and saturate my pillow but she never heard me cry and she never knew i knew.
gist released @ 12:37 AM
xxx
name:ruzzanna bte sulaiman