musings
Thursday, January 22, 2004
men are from mars.
yes, two updates in a day. im fucken bored lar. there's no one at home.. except lala and dear ol me. dad doesnt get back til late. kakak su too. mom's out working. there's nothing interesting on tv.
so, i was happily online when suddenly i got disconnected. this meaning someone called. so the phone rings, and i pick it up. stupidly saying hello..well, maybe not that stupidly cause that is what you're supposed to do when u answer the phone right?no?
no. i said hello and this automatic answering machine or something tells me that i've just gotten an sms(how it that even remotely possible?) from 9296___. boy tiong. read between the lineeeeeeeeeeeees lar. i-am-not-interested-in being-your-friend-especially-if-your-name's-boy-tiong. never was, never will. and i hate the way you talk to me in that 5 year old kinda way.
and then there was another one.9002___ zul. he called my hp and said "amacammmm boooo?" hah. i wanted to laugh at his face right there and then. but instead i went "huh?" then he got all "uh.." and i thought he was gonna say "sorry salah number" but noooooooouh instead he said "boleh saya cakap dgn zanna?". bah, surprisingly he said he was zul woodlands with that confidence of someone who's my friend. like as if there's only one zul. living in woodlands. and i dont even know any zul woodlands. well except one. but he doesnt have my number so i told that zul woodlands that i was eating and said bye. i wanted to ask how he got my number and all but you know what? mahlust. he asked me to call him back after i was done but no way. weirdpeople. boys. edit: guess what? another one named zali called. im gonna go bonkers anytime soon.
i wanna know why this feels so right
i wanna know why u hold me tight
each and every night, it keeps me up all night
thinkin about the things i like
can't believe youre in my life
i wanna know why ure the one
the things that they should have you've already done
God sent u straight to me
you make me wanna sing lalalalala
but when u look at me, do u see ur wife?(HAH)
can u picture us loving each other for life?
are u playin' the role, just like the rest
these are the questions that i ask myself
if, another should come, who's finer than me
and she wanna take ur love away, would u leave?
baby please answer my questions
could this be my whole fantasy
maybe u could just be too good for me
if i don't wake then i won't see
cause if im not the one u met, then who is in me
in the mist of the tears how come, i love u more, and more, and more
i never longed for no one, yes its true
seems like these questions keep me here with me
if u, really wanna be with me
then ill say, i love u endlessly
one thing that i really wanna know
will this end or will this grow
and now if u really wanna be with me
ill love u endlessly
one thing that i really wanna know
will this end or will this grow
cny. play with curtains uhhh ape lagi.
gist released @ 6:37 PM
xxx
forgotten playgrounds
gah. i was feeling all dopey and ready to crawl to my bed when suddenly there was a loud "boom!". that woke me up. like instantly. bloody hell. so noisy. yes, i'm still up and finding things to keep me busy during the weeee hours. ooh, that "boom" was a firecracker.(i think..?) it smells like something's burning.. but it's those chinese kids playing around downstairs.. shut up already and let me get to sleeeeeep.
so wawan has a friendster account and tried adding me but through atrocious___. and my primal mind got me exploring through his friends ended up with me seeing suzie's id. nyehehehe, so i snooped at her profile and yeah, crazy bitch. hoho..people, pleaseeee a little sis has got to be a little kepo right? just like her big sis who's probably still reading this blog of mine. right, kak su?! heh.
bbbbbbbbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.15 minutes . baaaahhhhhhhhhh. but i understand, i do okay, so shut up. i'll just keep myself busy. so im gonna keep my mouth shut and refrain my fingers from typing things that's gonna make him feel bad. instead, im gonna end this with a "i love you baby."
gist released @ 2:15 AM
xxx
men are from mars.
yes, two updates in a day. im fucken bored lar. there's no one at home.. except lala and dear ol me. dad doesnt get back til late. kakak su too. mom's out working. there's nothing interesting on tv.
so, i was happily online when suddenly i got disconnected. this meaning someone called. so the phone rings, and i pick it up. stupidly saying hello..well, maybe not that stupidly cause that is what you're supposed to do when u answer the phone right?no?
no. i said hello and this automatic answering machine or something tells me that i've just gotten an sms(how it that even remotely possible?) from 9296___. boy tiong. read between the lineeeeeeeeeeeees lar. i-am-not-interested-in being-your-friend-especially-if-your-name's-boy-tiong. never was, never will. and i hate the way you talk to me in that 5 year old kinda way.
and then there was another one.9002___ zul. he called my hp and said "amacammmm boooo?" hah. i wanted to laugh at his face right there and then. but instead i went "huh?" then he got all "uh.." and i thought he was gonna say "sorry salah number" but noooooooouh instead he said "boleh saya cakap dgn zanna?". bah, surprisingly he said he was zul woodlands with that confidence of someone who's my friend. like as if there's only one zul. living in woodlands. and i dont even know any zul woodlands. well except one. but he doesnt have my number so i told that zul woodlands that i was eating and said bye. i wanted to ask how he got my number and all but you know what? mahlust. he asked me to call him back after i was done but no way. weird
i wanna know why this feels so right
i wanna know why u hold me tight
each and every night, it keeps me up all night
thinkin about the things i like
can't believe youre in my life
i wanna know why ure the one
the things that they should have you've already done
God sent u straight to me
you make me wanna sing lalalalala
but when u look at me, do u see ur wife?(HAH)
can u picture us loving each other for life?
are u playin' the role, just like the rest
these are the questions that i ask myself
if, another should come, who's finer than me
and she wanna take ur love away, would u leave?
baby please answer my questions
could this be my whole fantasy
maybe u could just be too good for me
if i don't wake then i won't see
cause if im not the one u met, then who is in me
in the mist of the tears how come, i love u more, and more, and more
i never longed for no one, yes its true
seems like these questions keep me here with me
if u, really wanna be with me
then ill say, i love u endlessly
one thing that i really wanna know
will this end or will this grow
and now if u really wanna be with me
ill love u endlessly
one thing that i really wanna know
will this end or will this grow
cny. play with curtains uhhh ape lagi.
gist released @ 6:37 PM
xxx
forgotten playgrounds
gah. i was feeling all dopey and ready to crawl to my bed when suddenly there was a loud "boom!". that woke me up. like instantly. bloody hell. so noisy. yes, i'm still up and finding things to keep me busy during the weeee hours. ooh, that "boom" was a firecracker.(i think..?) it smells like something's burning.. but it's those chinese kids playing around downstairs.. shut up already and let me get to sleeeeeep.
so wawan has a friendster account and tried adding me but through atrocious___. and my primal mind got me exploring through his friends ended up with me seeing suzie's id. nyehehehe, so i snooped at her profile and yeah, crazy bitch. hoho..people, pleaseeee a little sis has got to be a little kepo right? just like her big sis who's probably still reading this blog of mine. right, kak su?! heh.
bbbbbbbbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.15 minutes . baaaahhhhhhhhhh. but i understand, i do okay, so shut up. i'll just keep myself busy. so im gonna keep my mouth shut and refrain my fingers from typing things that's gonna make him feel bad. instead, im gonna end this with a "i love you baby."
gist released @ 2:15 AM
xxx
name:ruzzanna bte sulaiman