musings
Saturday, December 06, 2003
been back-spacing this entry alot. but i figured this is my space to bitch. so i'll bitch here.. what more.. i'm not usually bitchy what? *heh. BUTTTT i'll shut my mouth ah. or rather refrain my fingers from typing out mean mean stuffs.
i'll rather whine. heh that is what i do best. iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii woke up to a very excruciating pain on my tummy around 10. i cant handle pms cramps. it makes me want to cry and shout for my mommy. but sadly, when i woke up. no one was home.. parents out for a wedding reception. bah. hungry pms-ing girl, that's me.
i can't get enough of ashraff lah. he's so cute. selalu walked with a girl or girlsss. he was the p-i-m-p for the night. eheheh..
eeeh..i'm not a paedophile ehhhh really ar.. tell me who can resist a boy like that?!
gist released @ 5:20 PM
xxx
Msn conversation with wawan. about hmm zaini?
I'm da King! says:
biar betul?
md syahmi. says:
ape bende yg biar betul
I'm da King! says:
dier tak chat ngan kau?
md syahmi. says:
ahuh
I'm da King! says:
kau tau yg dier ader crush kat kau?
md syahmi. says:
ahh ape kau merepek
I'm da King! says:
unoe wat i meant by that?
md syahmi. says:
yes ass. so what am i supposed to do?
md syahmi. says:
speaking eh kau gan aku
I'm da King! says:
kau suppose layan dier ah!]
dont wanna be mean but dont wanna lead him on. .bug off wawan. bug off.
i had an okay day. tiring ar. the taxi ride back seram ar.. hahaha i had fun yes i did. but it would even be more fun with you? heh.. AHHHH adik husain cute arr. tunggu dia besar ar. ok set.
gist released @ 2:03 AM
xxx
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
bah.. let's do a proper entry.. heh.. after my outburst, he sms-ed me. okay, i didnt expect that ar..but i'm glad he did.. and zurin thought i was crazy cause.. 15 minutes ago.. or rather 5 minutes ago, i was answering her with one word answers. heh. after the whole thingy, i was lol-ing at everything. gila? yes.
i met him on monday. after one week? i think ar.. like mat okay your hair! eheh.. at first i didn't know what to say ah.. because of what happened. bah.. we totally didnt talked about it. ho ho..watched wishing stairs... bullshit. should have listened to nurul bubul when she said that it's not worth it.. but then right, she belom watch it dah nak say it's crap. oh man, she was so right. and what more, there were chinese girls sitting behind us, repeating the subs. STUPID? maybe. ruin the whole atmosphere man. After that went to the library? hahahaahahah. ahuh we sure did. then went walking around woodlands. went to places i've never been to. (yess.. i live in woodlands) and we walked right up to my block. ahh.. boredom is such a bitch eh? saw lala on my window. heheh. and yes. got many banglas that is why i'm scared like shittt to go to the kedai at night cause have to walk past the basketball court... through the mushroom block.. ah.. why am i telling you this?
dinn, nizar, husain, iss and man got their pc back. yeay? not so much of a yeay for dinn cause the taxi driver drove off with his pc. hawahaha. first it was the cid who kept the pc with them for months before the case was resolved....now taxi driver? hahaha kesian dinn. okay bored. nak tido buhbye. such nice lyrics eh daniellllllllll ohhh daniel..........
gist released @ 1:20 AM
xxx
Sunday, November 30, 2003
i dont care if you're reading this. you dont give a shit about how i would feel. so i wont.
i hate you.
i really do.
i absolutely hate it when this happens.
yes i dont have a fucking idea why im feeling so pissed off.
i dont even have a clue why im crying.
call me emotional orrr perhaps a sensitive ass. but i dont care.
i want to know why? or is it that hard for you to tell me that?
do you know how much it sucks waiting for your sms? Or even a phonecall?
do you know how disappointed i feel when someone calls or msg-ed but its not from you?
do you know how i feel when i see your nick online on msn and we're not even talking?
IT FEELS LIKE FUCK. YES, YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE FUCK. THANK YOU SO MUCH. THANK YOU THANJ OYU THANK YOU>
how can anyone change so drastically? in such a short period? i thought i knew you. guess i was wrong .
this is for you. i wont even bother mentioning any names. i bloody hope you'll terasa cause i want you to know if ever you had the intention to make someone feel as if they were not worth it or anything. you've succeeded in doing so........
gist released @ 11:14 PM
xxx
I Miss You
To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a Three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain
So would I be out of line, If I said
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on, the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days, but already I am wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know, that I care
And I miss you
nice song... ... ... .... ........ .....
gist released @ 3:35 AM
xxx
been back-spacing this entry alot. but i figured this is my space to bitch. so i'll bitch here.. what more.. i'm not usually bitchy what? *heh. BUTTTT i'll shut my mouth ah. or rather refrain my fingers from typing out mean mean stuffs.
i'll rather whine. heh that is what i do best. iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii woke up to a very excruciating pain on my tummy around 10. i cant handle pms cramps. it makes me want to cry and shout for my mommy. but sadly, when i woke up. no one was home.. parents out for a wedding reception. bah. hungry pms-ing girl, that's me.
i can't get enough of ashraff lah. he's so cute. selalu walked with a girl or girlsss. he was the p-i-m-p for the night. eheheh..
eeeh..i'm not a paedophile ehhhh really ar.. tell me who can resist a boy like that?!
gist released @ 5:20 PM
xxx
Msn conversation with wawan. about hmm zaini?
I'm da King! says:
biar betul?
md syahmi. says:
ape bende yg biar betul
I'm da King! says:
dier tak chat ngan kau?
md syahmi. says:
ahuh
I'm da King! says:
kau tau yg dier ader crush kat kau?
md syahmi. says:
ahh ape kau merepek
I'm da King! says:
unoe wat i meant by that?
md syahmi. says:
yes ass. so what am i supposed to do?
md syahmi. says:
speaking eh kau gan aku
I'm da King! says:
kau suppose layan dier ah!]
dont wanna be mean but dont wanna lead him on. .bug off wawan. bug off.
i had an okay day. tiring ar. the taxi ride back seram ar.. hahaha i had fun yes i did. but it would even be more fun with you? heh.. AHHHH adik husain cute arr. tunggu dia besar ar. ok set.
gist released @ 2:03 AM
xxx
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
bah.. let's do a proper entry.. heh.. after my outburst, he sms-ed me. okay, i didnt expect that ar..but i'm glad he did.. and zurin thought i was crazy cause.. 15 minutes ago.. or rather 5 minutes ago, i was answering her with one word answers. heh. after the whole thingy, i was lol-ing at everything. gila? yes.
i met him on monday. after one week? i think ar.. like mat okay your hair! eheh.. at first i didn't know what to say ah.. because of what happened. bah.. we totally didnt talked about it. ho ho..watched wishing stairs... bullshit. should have listened to nurul bubul when she said that it's not worth it.. but then right, she belom watch it dah nak say it's crap. oh man, she was so right. and what more, there were chinese girls sitting behind us, repeating the subs. STUPID? maybe. ruin the whole atmosphere man. After that went to the library? hahahaahahah. ahuh we sure did. then went walking around woodlands. went to places i've never been to. (yess.. i live in woodlands) and we walked right up to my block. ahh.. boredom is such a bitch eh? saw lala on my window. heheh. and yes. got many banglas that is why i'm scared like shittt to go to the kedai at night cause have to walk past the basketball court... through the mushroom block.. ah.. why am i telling you this?
dinn, nizar, husain, iss and man got their pc back. yeay? not so much of a yeay for dinn cause the taxi driver drove off with his pc. hawahaha. first it was the cid who kept the pc with them for months before the case was resolved....now taxi driver? hahaha kesian dinn. okay bored. nak tido buhbye. such nice lyrics eh daniellllllllll ohhh daniel..........
gist released @ 1:20 AM
xxx
Sunday, November 30, 2003
i dont care if you're reading this. you dont give a shit about how i would feel. so i wont.
i hate you.
i really do.
i absolutely hate it when this happens.
yes i dont have a fucking idea why im feeling so pissed off.
i dont even have a clue why im crying.
call me emotional orrr perhaps a sensitive ass. but i dont care.
i want to know why? or is it that hard for you to tell me that?
do you know how much it sucks waiting for your sms? Or even a phonecall?
do you know how disappointed i feel when someone calls or msg-ed but its not from you?
do you know how i feel when i see your nick online on msn and we're not even talking?
IT FEELS LIKE FUCK. YES, YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE FUCK. THANK YOU SO MUCH. THANK YOU THANJ OYU THANK YOU>
how can anyone change so drastically? in such a short period? i thought i knew you. guess i was wrong .
this is for you. i wont even bother mentioning any names. i bloody hope you'll terasa cause i want you to know if ever you had the intention to make someone feel as if they were not worth it or anything. you've succeeded in doing so........
gist released @ 11:14 PM
xxx
I Miss You
To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a Three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain
So would I be out of line, If I said
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on, the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days, but already I am wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know, that I care
And I miss you
nice song... ... ... .... ........ .....
gist released @ 3:35 AM
xxx
name:ruzzanna bte sulaiman