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Thursday, November 20, 2003
i am hungry. I went out with my dear ol sis just now. Supposedly to get a digicam and a new tv. BUT the tv didnt happen but the digicam... hopefully. heh heh.. she's gonna go back to westmall later on to get it. woohoo..I LOVEEEE MY SIS LAHHH. khekhe. she is my snookum snookum cupcake something2. heh.. Firstly, we went to Causeway Point. that place is getting so lame nowadays. i wanna move out of here.... out of woodlands! We were choosing the Canon Ixus something².. then she forgot to bring her Cpf statement thingy so can't purchase the damn thing. That model is so cute and so small i tell you. geram.. but she mati² wanna get the digicam today so we proceeded to West Mall to go to Harvey Norman.. ahhh memories. i lived there for like 12 years. Not harvey norman mind you.. Bukit Gombak.. As usual, got many ite bb dudes. mentel... saw my primary school mate. but she was too far.... aww dashing ni. heh. her name's dhashaini. Or something like that. poor memory. khekhekhe After that, went to marsilling to meet up with bapak. Bought the paint. Brownish chocolate2 colour i think. i likeee. heh, it's gonna be all dark and stuff. Niceee. My sis's room is gonna be painted Raspberry colour. yeah..raspberry. Yanti's boyfriend called me just now.. and then it came to one question him: "you.... eh ah ermmmm..uh.. sorang eh" me: WAHAHAHAH. "ah sorang ah" kelakar lah this khai. tersalah ckp. hahaha but don't get the wrong idea eh. He called cause yanti frigging malas wanna talk. so he had to talk to me. hahaha kesian.. Gonna go to Never Ever Land.. where peter pans reside. Geylang lagi.. My sis gave me money, money, money to buy my hari raya shoes. aww love you lah sista. you don't have to be sorry you know.... i'm not thattttt sensitive. i was kidding misterrrrr. kidding! :P k bye gist released @ 6:04 PM xxx Just came back from the bathroom. And something caught my eye.. JAMU, NATUR Pencuci Rambut. Mencegah kerontokan rambut. Cara Pemakaian : Basahi rambut lalu gunakan Natur Pencuci. Gosokkan hingga rambut berbusa sampai merata dan bilas sampai bersih. Kocok dahulu sebelum dipakai. i swear. The bottle is right infront of me. I did not change any of that stuff. so uhm.. Dear Brain, Please stop corrupting me with dirty thoughts. Yours Sincerely, zanna gist released @ 4:43 AM xxx Case Of The Ex. whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat's up. hah. i woke up to a phonecall but he did called me around 11 plus malam. I didnt wanna talk to him so i said i was busy. After all, i was.. dad was vacuuming the house at 12 midnight..heh.. ok, it's going to be random thoughts next.. ROSLAN!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDEEEEEE. eh.. belated. haha, finally sixteen eh? khekhe jump on the wagon. My family is fucken weird. We spring clean the house at like 12 midnight. hahaha i love my family. besok nak paint the house. yeay yeay. i wanna play with the paint. and be all messy and have paint on my hair. wooo best. BUT i got so tired. Didnt talked to him on the phone. Feels weird. eleh, baru satu hari tak bobal. apeee je zanna. chatted with him on msn though. TAPI he be right back to go eat and never got back. i got tired of waiting and went to sleep. Don't try and turn me into a hardcore girlie. THIS IS FOR NASHIE AND YOU! you know who you are..you lesbian meanie.heheh.. i love my ears okay. but still, that song is pretty nice when the singer is not screaming away.... but still kan, what the neh neh man. tak sakit ke telinga dengar? i miss you too. . gist released @ 4:35 AM xxx Tuesday, November 18, 2003 Damn, my tummy is acting up again. I wonder why.... No, I don't feel like taking a crap. It's being a bitch right now. bloody hell.... I had nasi with kicap and telur. Pathetic, I know. With lala. hah. He was on the table while I was eating. Like as iffffff I was gonna give him some food . *shows tongue* things are okay. Yes arr. I love my room. All blue-ish and lots of writings on the wall. There's like a big RUZZANNA splashed across my wall. Yes I wrote that with WATER COLOUR. Yellow water paint with silver stars and when you lay down on your back.. On my bed, you'll see stars on my ceiling. wooots. It looks nice.. At least I think so. And then there's a lot of posters all over. All of nice looking men and footballers plus lots of lyrics. Crappy emo-esque lyrics. nyehehe there's also a "dressed to kill" phrase. HAHA. uh.. Every night, before I go to sleep... I see scholes, beckham, batistuta and Raul.. RAUL. Drools.*laughs Nashie would know cause he slept over before. He's the brudda from anutha mutha. These four walls keep me sane and is constantly blasted with loud music. ahuh.. ahuh. I wanna paint my room all black.. Then I'll use waterrrrr colourrrrrr to paint stars. Nice eh? heh.. I'll continue dreaming while you skip through this entry. Oooh nice. My sis is gonna send my blue baju kurung for alteration tomorrow. A size S is a teeny weeny big for me. So, okay i love my sis but i will never, NEVER, ever tell her that to her face. This year i'm going to wear blue, brown, whitish yellowish colour and black. i loveeee the brown one and the black one. The blue one's too bright? ahh yes. too bright. heh.. I wanna go lie down... Snuggle under my blankie with my bantal busuk elmo.. His eyes are all black-ish now. I refuse to wash it ah. Shut up Nashie. It's okay, it's my smell. It's not busuk okay.yes, I still have a bantal busuk. So a nyeh nyeh nyeh to you. Ok bye? gist released @ 10:36 PM xxx Monday, November 17, 2003 i am so sleepy right now bu ti just cant get to sleep. something's bothering me. please please don't go silent on me. please? i have no idea why i got super pissed off. aisay.. he hung up without saying bye.or did he? no.. no good night. bah! i heard the click..and the line went dead. uhhhh...... that was sucky..and i'm sorry.. :( alah.. alahhhhhhhhh. alahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i feel so bad. no, no you're not mean. asehwieo2q3-13kda[asdlkvmcvapewq[qq!!!!!!111111!!!!!!!1hjgtreresfg gist released @ 12:55 AM xxx Sunday, November 16, 2003 Big bully just joined friendster... Who's the big bully you ask? None other than my big sis. No wonder she kept bugging me to use my own e-mail account for the friendster shit. Got udang sebalik batu rupanya.. (is that how the saying goes?i forgot..heh). Later on in the day, most probably i'm gonna tag along to buy the paint for my house.. what colour should it be eh? decisions, decisions. If not, i'm gonna meet up with zurin and dinn. hopefully yanti too if the trip to Jb with her family is cancelled. i miss them. lotsa. i miss laughing till my tears starts to fall and my eyeliner starts to smudge. heh.. i miss amir. bah.. why the hell did something like this had to befall him? he's gonna be behind bars for like 2 years. Aw man, he used to protect me from the big bullies.. including my sis. We used to make spider webs around the house ala gotcha you know.. when u take a white tread and purposely make someone trip. yes, yes i was a very mischievious lil girl. And one lil girl who was into tamia. muahaha. instead of asking for barbie dolls, i asked for a toy car with the remote controller for my i-forgot-how-old-i-was th birthday but, i still have my barbie doll collections. i'm still normal. On a happier note, i was out with him the whole day. Supposedly on a quest to get his baju raya.. but that didn't happen cause mean boy was being choosy. heheh. Now i realise why there are so many testimonials mentioning about him being a good guitarist. damn straight he is. He was playing around with his guitar while on the phone with me.. and i just closed my eyes.. listening..tangkap feeling. heheh.. thank you for starting the day with me at woodlands and ending it at woodlands. Still, i felt so bad. I knew he was tired but i didn't say anything. why? i have no idea. sorry... April 1st 1985 The starting of his journey through life Had with him his sis,mom and dad Had with him his dreams in his hands 28th March 1988 newborn twin sisters kept him up late Happiness to Tragedy GOD took away his mom and one of her newborn baby Dysfunctional family Now all he wants is to be free Never once was the whole family together They lived under different houses..Never with their father Always putting on a brave face Shifting from one place to another place With a new wife..His dad doesn't seem to bother Hatred.resentment..his attempts to make his dad listen faltered April 1st 2003 He just turned 18..He was free 22nd April 2003 5 in the morning Grandma called..She was crying He's been caught He's being held..There's no hope left One wrong move..Why couldn't he let it be? Now he sits staring to the sky..Why me? If they had just listened to his pain, his inner cries Wiped his tears before they dried, He would have not fallen into bad company Now all that's left of his dreams flickers dimly.. ... for amir. woohoo. sleepyhead is going to sleep. gist released @ 5:09 AM xxx |
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