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Friday, November 14, 2003
i give up. malas .... bloody html codes. fuck you... gist released @ 9:36 PM xxx hello humanoids.uh, i'm updating.muahaha.. please, please ignore the earlier entry down there.it was a spur of the moment lah i guess. i've been typing and back-spacing my entry from just now.. in case that moment comes again.. i've found chin long through friendster. huahaha that guy. oh man i miss him so much. the one guy i got along with in school and surprise, surprise... chinese guy plak tuh.. now... where the hell is boon whye? i'm weird. My best friends is/are mostly guy(s) anddd.. their respective girlfriends will always.. get jealous.i know, i know. if i was put in their situations pon i'll get jealous. but ............. nvm bah.. zaini just msg-ed me on msn. i should have not appeared online. i hate it when i'm mean to him cause then, i'll get really really guilty about it. he tells everything and i mean everything to my cousin. aper maksud nie? no use lah.. and my cousin will tease me about him. ckp ape uh he played the guitar and nyanyi my name? i dont quite get it ah. jiwang sorang2? heh.. later on in the day, nashie kene pergi tan tock seng hospital. the last time i was there.. was for an operation. woke up from my deep sleep throwing up.muahaha yeah, yeah i'm weak like that.i hate doctors and medicines. they scare me more than anything supernatural okay.okay, maybe not.he's gonna be there for his heart problems or chest or.. okay tak tahu. takpe.smoke lahhh, smoke. =p anyway, hoping for the best for you okay? wish i could tag along.. but taknak malu.. muahahaha i've got a new routine ah nowadays.before going to sleep kan, i'll talk to him and try or rather force heh... him to go to sleep. stubborn guy. this guy has been really mean to me lately.alwayssss teasing me. jahat seh. takpe, takpe. i'll get my revenge one day uh! in the mean time right...... geram argh! heheh.. gist released @ 1:54 AM xxx Tuesday, November 11, 2003 my blog add is supposed to be 2monthsjinx.where did the "s" go?!heh..madness.. okay so.. pms is here and it's here to stay.. well for like a few days ah... but i still have to wake up for sahur..i am awake for sahur. aisay, the perks of being a girl. blahhh. no fair............................not fairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i feel cranky.. and...i feel like crying. ahhhhhh the doings of pms maybe? maybe.. asshole ah u pms. see ah i'm feeling all weird and stuffs. ok bye im gonna cry now. muahahaha. and..oh yeah.. my dad is still alive and still smoking. PFFFFFFFT! tak serik2 lah orang tua ni... gist released @ 4:13 AM xxx Monday, November 10, 2003 okay so, im up. i slept around 1 plus til 3 plus.. i hafta wake up cause my mom's working and nobody is making tea or what shit ah for sahur. not exactly shit ah.. but you get the idea.. i have no clue why i felt so sleepy around 1. bah! maybe it was because of the rain. dammit. i wonder if he's asleep? heh.. no laughing til my cheekbones or my stomach hurts today. cause boy gotta go to school. heheh had a nice time with him. did i say thank you for sending me home? i did . right. now i'm gonna say it again.. cause that was so sweet. jauhhhhh okay. thank you! ;) hummm. ahuh. movie was hilariously freaky. muahaha funny lah. but got some parts scared the shit out of me. i have no idea what to type anymore.. i'm sleepy.. p.s i make a mean jug of tea. fish sauceeee~ gist released @ 3:34 AM xxx |
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